FROM ALL THE CRYING
I have become the biggest cry baby ball of stress ever and I am about to fully explode. I am slowly exploding at the seams. I am so stressed with all this wedding stuff and yesterday only made it worst.
I went to my mom's house and we began our wedding Wednesday by running to the mall with my sister to try and find me some earrings but we ended up just getting my sister something and having to leave to go pick up my mom's friend Nancy who took the day off to spend with us shopping. We then went to the send out card tour which was really nice and inspiring and something that I really need to get more involved in because it is going to take off really soon, I can feel it. They served us lunch and some great snacks so I was ready for the day.
After leavings the SOC tour we went to my nan's to pick up some stuff for my mom and hang out with my Cooper puppy for a bit. We talked about the Arch that my nana is making us for the wedding and I know it will just be Beautiful!! Then we had to hurry home to get Nancy's daughter (who is so so cute) and wait because a man was coming to rent the boat.
I went with Nancy to get her daughter and when I got back to my mom's I was greeted with the horrible news that ruined the day!!!
We got the estimate back from the lady doing the food, cake, decorations, and service at the wedding!! $3400.00!! Then another $700.00 for the flowers! I freaked out I could not imagine that it would be that much since are not serving way expensive food at the wedding so I LOST IT!! I started calling other places and they were either not helpful or booked for the day of my wedding etc. I feel so bad that my parents are putting all this money into a wedding because I know they dont have it and thats why I wanted an at home wedding so that we could save money. I love my parents so much though because they would do anything for me and I know that they arent bothered by it that much.
I then called Bret to let him know and tell him the price of the flowers so that he could let his dad know ( who was ok with it but then it became sort of chaos for a moment). We then left my mom's house and went looking for my earrings and my sisters shoes for the wedding. We were able to find both and I am so excited everything is going to be beautiful. I ended the day with a snow cone, carmel corn and crying to Bret but he took care of it and made me feel better. I have such a great partner who will never give up on me or us.
I just want everything to be okay
I just want people to be excited and supportive
BUT
I cant control how they feel or act so I am just going to be happy for Bret and I and be happy for out wedding. I am so lucky to have such a wonderful man in my life who will always stand by me so I am not going to worry what about what someone might wear or what they may complain about this day is about Bret and my love and that is it!!
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