I feel like I have so much to do and so little time
I want to get everything put together and orgamized but when I get around to it I am just so tired that I say I will do it tomorrow and the horrible cycle of a messy house continues.
Bret and I already live together and I love it but my little home has a hard time holding everything in it.
My house is starting to fill like a balloon that is about to explode.
We live in a small one bedroom condo that i purchased a year ago when I was single and just working and going to school. It worked for me, it worked for the cats but now its just too much. The cats drive me crazy, they mess everything up and our home is showing signs of aging! It needs to be re painted, we need new furniture, we need new flooring, new cabinets, new everything! I want it all now, I want everything organized and in its place but no matter what I do it never gets to that point. I need to buckle down and get it down before I pull my hair out!
I want the house to be put together before the wedding, I want everything to have its own place and I want to feel relaxed when I walk in our front door not scared to go home and see what new mess is waiting for me.
I usually have every Wednesday off so naturally thats the day I would clean etc but my day off has been converted to Wedding Wednesday which I love because I spend the whole day with my mom working on wedding stuff and we get a lot done but I need my house cleaned!!! BLAH
This Wednesday we are doing the Save the Dates, meeting with the lady about my cake, food and decorations and then whatever else falls on our plate. Then in two weeks we are getting our engagement pictures done! I am freaking out a little, it is coming fast things seem a bit weird witha few people in the family and I just want to curl up in a ball and hide for the moment.
Hopefully this feeling will leave soon so I can get back to enjoying it all and soaking it in
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